Name: Wondering
Duration: P00H04M25S
Description: Quite a disjointed track, that for some reason really reminds me of Deftones. It's also very proggy, and features an awesome guitar solo. The outro vocals were thought of right before releasing the record, I'm glad they still made the cut.

Wondering

from Clouds by Kars Landman

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Quite a disjointed track, that for some reason really reminds me of Deftones. It's also very proggy, and features an awesome guitar solo. The outro vocals were thought of right before releasing the record, I'm glad they still made the cut.

lyrics

Am I here, just because I was trying to get away
From a life where I never truly knew how to behave

Am I here, just because I love the feeling
Of how she moves all over me

I’m hoping, debating
Sometime we will be okay
There should be
A reason

Why I’m still staying in this place
Trying my best to keep up pace
But never getting closer

Whatever
She holds me
She holds me

Am I here, just because I was trying to get away
From a life where I never truly knew how to behave

Am I here, just because I love the feeling
Of how she moves all over me

Hold on, show me now
You chose to live with me somehow
What is this you’re trying
Are you even trying?

You, unreasoned one
Have so much to leash me on
I’m following unknowing
If it’s okay

Now I’m here, wondering if it’s best to get away
From a life where I don’t know how to behave

Am I here just because I don’t know where to stay
And I’m scared to throw it all away?

I should find a way out of here
Back to a place I know
And there I’ll finally see myself

As everything I’m meant to be
And all I never had
I will finally feel complete, I hope
So where do I go now?
Where do I go?
Where do I go now?
Just tell me where to go

How do I find
A place to rest my soul
When comfort seems so far away?

I can’t let go
I’m kept here willingly
But I should be build up not broken down